Friday, April 21, 2006

Anna...neenu namagaagi !




Anna neenu namagaagi , Saavira Varusha sukhavaagi ....antha helakkaagalla. Aadre ...ninna aa nagu... aa vyakthithva....idhyaavudhu naavu mareyallaradhavu.

how unfortunate is the future generation who could not get to have a glimpse of you, your life.....nee hodaaga, yaaryaaro eneno kavithva helidru.....aadre manassige naatiddhu aa simple maathugalu . Aa vyakthithva'ne anthaddu, yaaru, illade iro Shabdagalanna srushtisi haadi hogalabeku ansalla, kaarana avaru elladakku meeridavaru, avara iruvike'ne ashtu simple...avara bagge naavu artificial aaglikke saadhya illa.

Anna helthaare... " ellinda banthu ee janagala preethi ...gotthilla, Devaru kotta...haage ee Mandi novannu kotta... Yashassu, janagala preethi vishwaasa'na kotta adhe Devaru ee novannu kottirovaaga , adanyaake thogobaaradu , adannu asthe preethiyinda sweekarisona"....Yaava anaksharasthan baayalli intha dodda maathugalu uduralu Saadhya...

Intha Vyakthithvada bagge naanu nan blog'nalli bareede hodre , adhu aparipoornavaagutthe.

I have grown up idolising you, seeing Life through you... eshte practical aagidru, idolising stars is silly ansidru...you were not a star...you are beyond that, there could hardly be another person who could influence so many lives in such a huge manner.
Adakkaagiye Yeno... namagE Novaaguve Haage , kalisalaaradha haage, kalisabaaradha reethiyalli ninnana kalisi Kottvi....

Ravi Belagere sir, abhyanthara ilde idre..nimma saalu balaskoltheeni...

"Annaa, ondhu Kshame irali..."

Run on the mill.........may be, it is .....




Its Friday , still so lethargic, still so lost, burning isssues couldnt really get me, my spellings went for a toss, my rational self was nowhere to be found.

Am at office waiting for some last minute updates from my colleagues s othat I could finish my work for the week & leave for the day. Oh ! I hate to wait, but I am glad, atleast haagadru naanu hindirugi noduva sadavakaasha odagitthu....

Ondh vaardha hindashte naanu ondh Pooja samaarambhakke hogiddaaga nam junior Pavan heliddhu nenapige banthu, " you are not your usual self ". Enaagidhe nange...not that I am not enjoying what is happening, I am , may be, adhu Samayada Jothege baro Maturity irabahudu antha convince maadikollona, adhe better.

Jeevanadalli , ellavu badallaagutthe kaalakke thakka haage , office'nalli nam behaviour nam seniors'ge anugunavaagi badalagutthe, maduve aada mele nammavara - nam maneyavara apekshe'ge anugunavaagi ( aaga naavu obbara mane Madadhi, magalu ella aagirtheevalla- dodda javaabdaari), ellavu badallagutthe. college- schoolnallidda huduga buddhi adyaava maradha hindhe avithu kulithu kanna muchchaale aaduttho gotthilla !

May be it is a part of the game, you just accept the change so graciously, or may be aa badallavane annodu namgae gotthillada haage nam dehadolage parakaaya pravesha maadutthe, bere yaaradru helidare Aakshepane anso maathugalu...avara (here ,I refer to your better half) maathalli keli bandaaga sariyeno ansutthe. Ellaanu convincing ansutthe... yaake haage...gothilla..." Eke heegaytho naanu Kaanenu" antha Hamsalekha barediddu nammanthavranna nodeeni irabeku.

Run on the mill....May be, it is...you just dont have the time to understand that you have changed. SO many things that interested you earlier doesnt interest you now....Idara hesare....Baduku.


Idalledara Madhye Naavu Nagale Beku....heege....