Wednesday, August 02, 2006

Noorondhu......

Noorondhu , hmmm….. noorondhu enu ? , Noorondhu nenapa? Kanasa? Manadalli haridaadi nammanne nadugisuva yochanegala?

Gotthagthilla , exactly, gothaagthilla, , Ellavu seri kaadthive nannee jeevanavanna….

Jeevanaane haage yeno ? Noorondhu Prashnegalanna ommele namma mundhe thandhu nilsi, utthara kelutthe. Yaavudakke uthra kododhu , yaavudanna bidodhu ondhu gotthaagolla. Athava, Enu uthra kodabeku antha yochne maado ashtralli, kaala minchinanteh odi hogirutthe, Aadre nam prashne maathra haage ulidirutthe, Uttharavillade’ne.

May be that’s why, Parents, relatives, Friends , well wishers antha Mukhavaada haakondu namm mundhe baro samaaja nammana matthe matthe Yechcharisodhu .


Adara Bagge aamele maathadona, Enaaythu nange, Ondh sala yochne maadidre , I think I am secured, Aadre , Aagle baruthhe ondh sanna bhookampana , Yedeyolage. Adhu Yaavudhe formalli irabahudu,, It comes in all sizes & shapes.

Nan Thamma – Deepu kaadthaane….nannavaru , dodda prashenyaaagi kaanisthaare. Ivaru nanna foundation’ne aadisibidthaare anni….ashtu saaladhu antha

Hogodakke munche naaku janarige olledhu maadabeku anno hambala haagagi ondashtu janara Odanaata avara kashta nodi, nandenu antha kashta alla samaadhaana patkollokko…eno, kailaadasthu maaduva aaseyanthu idhe……Adhu nam Maid servant Malar ‘ge ne irabahudu, athava Nan swantha Cousin ‘ge ne irabahudu. Athava Cosmo outlook itkondu , prapanchaane uddhara maado Mother teresa thara class’alli integrity bagge lecture kododhe irabahudu…... Heege , monne Sheshadripuram’na playground’nalli Shanivaara madhyahna aatavaduthidda ella vayassina hudugranna nodidaaga, avaralliruva playfulness, innocence impress maadthu. Mai – kai kolakaagutthe annodannu yochisadhe mannu etthi haako huduganobba, thengina gariyinda maidaanavanna gudisi swachha maaduvavanobba. Hey , man, so cute , yaav yochane neu illa hudugrige, maidaanadalli bevarilisi kolakaagi manege hogi , oota maadidaraaythu, aadre idhe innocence, avaru beledhu doddavaradaaga enaagutthe, Mumbai’yallli, athava mathinello bomb itta huduganu ivara haage beladavanalve, avanigyaake, ee nagu kaanisalilla, janaru mugdharu antha avanige yaake kaanisalilla…..praayashaha, avanige adhu arthavaagilkke , avanu intha sundara parisaradalli beladiralilveno, illavaadalliavanige arthavaaguthithhu..

Idelladara madhye Varamahalakshmi’yanna mange kareyo sambhramadalli, family politics’na swalpa handle maadi, nanna putta swargakke naanu bandhu seridaaga…..sanje 7 aagitthu….nan bali ellavu idhe , enoo illa, I am totally in control of my life, or “ I am feeling insecured , do I trust my Guy, if yes, am I ready to wait for him asa long as he wants? do I want to continue with my job, or do I need a change, Sometimes I wish I should have studied further probably one of my innate desires that I forgot to nourish, but is this the right time, is it my priority? Job? Studies? Marriage? Koothu yochisidaaga , Jeevana ettha horatidhe , “ Ellige Payana, Yaavudu Daari”….mch….Utthara nannavaru helthaare “ I DON’T KNOW”

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